Hello everyone and welcome back to my blog! I have been through so many drafts already and I still can’t find a proper introduction to this post, and I hope this will be the last one. So, you guys are probably wondering about the title and if ever you are, I’m here to explain and tell you a lot of things going on with my life!
Are you ready? Well, I’m ready!
So, the girl that you see in the picture is me. And right now, I have a lot of uncertainties (stuff) going on. I don’t know, really. I kept on sleeping all day and staying up all night to think about what’s gonna go ahead of me. It makes me so unsure, stressed, so anxious until finally, I decided to write this and ah, I just want to let it out!
MY COLLEGE LIFE. Sigh. I have mentioned to you guys that I am going to college because I have graduated senior high school last April, and yes, my parents wanted me to go to college and so am I. I wish I could go back to the time when I wrote My Preferred College Course & Profession (Psychiatrist?!)| SSHS because it felt like I was so sure about my plans in life but now, I’m in the situation of like a huge question mark.
I know what I want and that is I want to serve my country. My passion of serving the people and the country never ran out, and I really want to pursue law (again). I honestly love any course related to social science but Psychology and Political Science is having a major battle in my mind right now. Before, my first choice was always Psychology but I’m having second thoughts because I do want to pursue law and taking up Political Science is much preferred as a pre-law course. And here’s another thing, there are a lot of external factors telling me that this is better, that’s one better and I’m just so confused right now. And, I know I shouldn’t be thinking about this stuff this early but I have no money to go to law school and I don’t want my parents to pay all of the books and the stuff I need. I want to have a job after my four-year course and yes, I’m also considering the job opportunities.
My mom wants me to save money by working abroad and then finally go to law school but if I take up Political Science, it would be hard to get a job since what I’ve studied about is our government and our politics. In Psychology, there’s a much better chance but it’s kind of far as a pre-law. I know that any course can be a pre-law because they don’t really look at it but I want to have a background already so it wouldn’t be too hard.
So, I’m about to enroll in Polytechnic University of the Philippines this coming May 17 and I still don’t have a course, so I ended up searching and reading articles about other courses and I just know I want to be happy when I finally enrolled.
I don’t know still and it makes me really nervous but I’m praying for this. Through uncertainty, I know that my God will help me. I know that He will lead me to the right way and I’m still waiting for His plans.
EDIT: I took up Bachelor of Arts in Philosophy and I am really happy about it. Maybe after all, God really did lead me to this path. And I honestly am enjoying my program as I really learn something new about life.
Thank you so much for listening to me! I’ll see you guys in my next post, bye!